what happened???

It has been a week since he booked out but why? why doesnt it feels any difference to me? whether he's out here or in reservist?

we seem to be drifting apart. Talk less, see less of each other and seem to undtd less also. You dedicated most of your time,even week ends, to work etc. So much so that i want to keep understanding and be more understanding. Each time that i tried to talk to you, you'll just patronise me and said that you are busy, got a lot of things to do and i'm just being silly. I understand.

I feel neglected. You been cold. I feel like you are no longer the same person anymore. You promised me that we'll go on a holiday together but why my heart didnt believe so? As if you are just patronising me again. I dont deny that u tries to spend time with me and tries to make it up but somehow, i still feel empty. This is getting tough to maintain. We cannot talk more than 10 mins w/o u telling that u are tired or in the middle of someting. I need you. Where are you?

I do love you and still love you. But if you think or feel that we cant carry on anymore, pls, tell me. Now, I have to use my blog to tell u how i feel w/o u telling me that you are busy and tired. However, i really wonder.... wonders....