This Life

Hihi.

Just came back from attending a function by BWW in KL.
This is my first time joining the team in such huge event and it was life changing.

No doubt that I did "sneak" out to play chess somewhere while in the midst of the talk but still,
I managed to learn. Not the technical stuffs but learned how to communicate with myself.

WHAT I WANT IN LIFE?

WHERE DO I WANT TO BE 10 YEARS FROM NOW?

HOW LONG MORE DO I HAVE TO EARN ENOUGH FOR A LUXURIOUS RETIREMENT?

CAN MY JOB GIVE ME THAT?

CAN MY CURRENT COMPANY ENSURE THAT I STILL HAVE A JOB WHEN I'M IN OLD AGE?

AM I HAPPY WITH MY CURRENT SITUATION?

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?

WHAT CAN I DO TO GIVE MY FAMILY A BETTER LIFE?

All these questions. I keep pondering. NO. My current job will not be able to ensure me a secured future and NO, i will not have a proper retirement with what i'm doing now, not to mention a luxurious one.
If I dont plan now, then when do I start? The earlier I plan, the faster I will succeed.
If I dont change, and I'm not happy with my current situation then what else can I do?
If I changed and failed, at least I know I've put in my effort and tried my best. Then only, I will have no regrets.
I dont want to only play the world's fastest roller coaster when I'm old and ailing. Even if I dare to, you might be able to spot my denture falling out of my mouth :/

yea.... I've learnt.