This Dark Corner of Mine

I loath my current self.

Why am I so full of negative thoughts?
Why am I so bothered about what others think?
Why am I hurting those who care?
Why do I keep forgetting about the kindness once showed to me?
Why do I keep trying to guess the motive of others for every single thing that they said to me?

I guess I’m too preoccupied trying to protect myself.
Before I realized, thorns has grown on me, making me retreat even deeper into my own world.