AtTituDe!

Don’t know what’s becoming me of lately.
I fell asleep almost instantly the moment my body touches the bed.
Can be it the effect of the new pillow ;p lol
Anyway, yea. I’ve have been like that recently.
I don’t even need to take the sleeping pills that my doc prescribed for me.
Sometimes, it can be as bad as falling asleep without changing out of my office attire or removing my makeup.
Darn. And it’s definitely taking toil on my skin.
Not forgetting that my complexion is not even good to start with. Geez.
How ah? How ah? Howwwww???
I still feel lethargic even after 10 hours of hibernation.
What is my body trying to tell me? That my health is deteriorating?
Maybe I might just die in my sleep? I hope so because I don’t think that it hurts. Does it?
I mean, that’s the best way to die. It’s painless and who knows, you might just start to live each day to the it’s fullest.
Like: do a good deed every single day, treasures every moment good or bad,
Throw less tantrums, be nice & kind to everyone even to your enemy, smile, laugh as if on one is looking, do things that you never dare try and so much more.
All because you know that you won’t be able to live to see tomorrow’s dawn again.
You see, we human sometimes just simply can’t put aside the thought that “people might be looking at us”.
And because of this mentality, we refrained ourselves from doing something that we want to do or even just to speak our thoughts.
This, more often than not, turned many of us into hypocrites, say words that are hurtful to people that you actually care and eventually lose them.
How is it worth that we actually lose people that we love & care for just because we mind what strangers might think of us?
I shall keep in mind not to do this. : )