AtTituDe!

Sigh....

Darling is going thru a difficult phrase. He's all vex and irritatable and in foul mood. He didn't want to talk to people, including me. I really want to be understanding and understands him. But, How? How do i understand if you dint tell me or at least, share it with me? Maybe its too personal for him to share it with me. his girlfriend. Well, hopes he gets over it soon.

Darling and me got to know each other thru www.wholivesnearyou.com and our story starts from there. A few weeks after knowing each other then we manage to strike a proper msn conversation. I admit that i didn't really gave him a damn in the first place coz well, there's another guy that i was interested in. Well, he was a patient guy then. No matter how much one-word-answer i gave him, he never fails to bombard me with his never ending questions. He thought that I attitude lah. But he like =.="

Anyway, things started to evolve when i went out clubbing on a particularly sick night and he offered to send me home if no one is sending me. I took a cab home anyway. It would be too inconvenient for him to come from Tampines to town then back to Tampines again. The next night, he came to my place with a box of Panadol and that's how we got started. =)

He made me feel safe and secure, protected, and i can always depend on him. There's always something for me to learn from him, whether its some sarcastic remarks or ways of handling people (fug up people) or maybe the proper ways to handle situations. He's there for me (not always but mostly) and he occasionally romantic, caring, loving. He's someone that has a plan, know what he's doing and dotes on me, helps me when I'm having a tough time.

I cant complain more but sometimes i just wish that he'll open up more to me so that i wont keep guessing and wont feel so useless and helpless.