AtTituDe!

Its now 5.11 a.m according to my lappy. I can't sleep. So, decided to post an entry. I am here, sitting in my living room, typing away with a hungry stomach ( I only ate dumplings for dinner. Fine! plus a small bowl of congee and washed it down with 2 cuppa hot green tea). Anyway, am not sitting in the dark. Well, this post shall be dedicated to:
my Dear, James.
So get a sweater on coz i cant guarantee that it wont get mushy. ahhaha


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Dear,

It has been almost a year since we started dating. Well, like many others, we have our ups and downs but still, we lasted for a year. To some other long/old couples, a year is nothing compared to theirs 2 years, a decade. But to me, its a fairly big deal okie!

Yeap, we had and still having our fair share of bitter and sweet but well, it makes us grow and understand each other better for later part of our live. I still remember, vividly, our first meeting to first date to Windsor to u sending a bouquet to my office on Valentine's Day to celebrating our first month of together-ness to Bintan to organising my birthday BBQ to going to Genting with your mum and Jack to our Bangkok trip. Bits and pieces. Here and there. I treasures every moment of US despite all those arguments. I love how you protect me, guide me and teach me, doing your part as a boyfriend and best friend. You are there for me when I'm in need or when my family needs some help.

You taught me alot whether its in terms of handling issues with more IQ & EQ to how to tell a joke (well, i still sucks at telling joke. Seriously) , handling my emotions and also introduce me to a lot of yummy cocktails and alcohols. You point out my mistakes and praise me when I've learnt something from you, more often than not, the bad habits. =p

You accepted me for who I am, just like my true friends. Don't care when i look ugly without my makeup on or when I'm in my baggy home clothes. You know what is/are bothering me and will try to cheer me up and think of a solution for me. More often than not that I had picked arguments with you but you never hold the grudge overnight even if I did really went overboard.

Just to say that, I really love, treasure and appreciate you and all that you have done for me. I realized that I couldn't let go of you when i said that i wanted to. Instead, my feelings for you grew deeper ( Brrrrrr!!! so mushy). For now, I'm really excited and looking forward for Kong momo to join us as a family. 8-*



Love,
Tree Bear.